Abstractmind's Journals

Stand Alone

Stand Alone

Pouting lips,

Tear stained cheeks,

With dark gloomy eyes.

I stand alone in this world,

Alone with my thoughts,

Alone with my feelings.

Always there to reminded me…

Reminded me of my heartache and pain.

How can one be surrounded by people,

Yet feel so alone?

It kills my heart when it’s denied what it needs,

More than anything in life,

Even in this cruel world is to be loved.

Love is always a complicated never easy,

For life it’s self is never easy,

Hard and complicated it is.

Has everything spirals out of control around me,

I stand still.

Passing me by,

No one realize I’m even here,

For I stand alone.

Going Crazy

I feel like I’m going crazy,

I can’t get you off my mind.

Always there in my thoughts,

Haunting my every waking moments.

My heart screams in pain,

In agony …

Left in despair…

Clenching on mire hopes,

That you’ll give me a chance.

As I sit here and wait,

Time never a friend,

But memories are all I have of you.

Just thinking of you now brings me close to tears,

Feeling the tears at my lashes,

Striking down my face.

Left here alone,

No one hears my pain,

Alone to wipe the tears away.

No one to hold me to say it’s okay,

Not even anyone to brush the hair out of my face.

My lips no longer it’s rosy color,

No longer does it smile.

My eyes lost it life,

It’s sparkle.

No longer sound of my laugher fill the air,

Only the sound of my pain that falls on death ears.

I am but a mire pawn in the game of love,

Maybe once I’ll make it across,

But for now I sit and wait.